insomnia.
September 12, 2010 | 4:10 PM
its 6.12am in the morning and i cannot effing fall asleep. im typing this in darkness and outside it seems as though the sky is going to lighten. or maybe im just kidding myself. so im stuck sitting at the computer thinking about things in general, yet not really coming to any conclusion.
ill probably go back to bed in a bit, but i think i need to sort out my thoughts. in the end i know ill go back to my original decision - the one tt i made without thinking through. but maybe the feeling that i did think about it will suffice.
there are some dear people in this world that can make me laugh without restraint, and these are the people that keep me going.
velda.
*edit HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN! he probably doesnt read this, but its a shoutout every year to my favourite-st chef and most amazing friend in the world. if i never met him i wouldnt be the person i am today, so im forever grateful. love him loads for all tt TLC, long phonecalls and advice he gave to tt naïve 17, 18 year old girl, even when he's not in town. ♥
